| so i never post on here anyway. i am leaving for myspace. keeping the two going just seems pointless. if you need me leave comments here. i will still check it from time to time. and i am going to keep the site running b/c i still like to read what is going on in everyone's lives. oh yeah and if you have my space my url is www.myspace.com/crestfallen_angel
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| you mother fucking bitch i hate you.
you know who you are.
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| ahhhhhhhhhh rollercoasters!!!!!!!! |
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| i have never felt this comfortable in my own skin before. it is a n awsome and amazing feeling. i wish i could share it with all of you. i feel like no matter what any one says i will still be me. i think i might have actually figured out who i am. Tabby would be proud. i am apparently a very kind and loving person. to those of you out there who don't like me fine don't like me but you are missing out on a wonderful person. i finally feel beautiful inside and out. and no it is not b/c of a guy. it is b/c of me. we all make our choices and then live with them. if they don't work out then we still learned something. if they do work out they can only make your life richer and fuller. i am so happy to have a friend who thinks about my needs. i love her to death and just b/c she fucked up doesn't make her any less special. she needs me and i need her. if i can get past this so can everyone eles. PAYJ I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for making me relize i didn't love him. JEFF thank you for teaching me so much about myself. you have both helped me tremendously. |
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| LIFE SUCKS AND YOU CAN ALL GO TO HELL AND DIE FOR ALL I CARE!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE EVERYONE!!!!!!! TRUST NO ONE!!!!!!!!! THEY ALL LIE!!!!!!!!!!!
i have learned a valuable lesson. that lesson is to never trust anyone. even your closest friends. they were sitting there laughing at me the whole time. i have played the fool for to long and i refuse to play it anymore. why does this alway happen to me. with friends like mine who needs enimies. ( i know i can't spell.) just once i wish i could be happy. but i will never be happy now b/c i will alway wonder who know what? what arn't they telling me? are they lying. b/c you know what I TRUST NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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this one goes out to PAYJ
i am so sorry for the way i have acted. yes i am a moody bitch but reading that post really hurt me. maybe i am jelous of you. you have everything i have ever wanted. i just need some space right now. this really hurt me. i am more pissed at him than i am at you. he shouldn't have told me he liked me. but i just need some space. i still love you i just need time to deal. |
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